it's been a while, G, potholing, luca, gaspard

time: 9.11pm
mood: anxious
doing: facebook

it's been a while. i know i shouldn't have kept you waiting. but im here now.
sorry, i had to quote some britney.
my new Hate: universities. why? because G has left go to one.
G is basically a guy who i've been kind of seeing for the past month and a half. and he is lovely. so lovely. he buys me milky bars and my cat loves him. my cat, the ICE QUEEN who only loves my mother's boyfriend. why does G have to go? i am a paranoid person. it's sick that a person of my paranoid nature is in this situation which is well suited to paranoia! why am i paranoid?
1. new uni people. and i mean new uni girls. or WOMEN, as that's what they are.
2. we're at different stages of our lives. me = high school him = university
3. he can easily not see me again
seriously, i have just talked to him on facebook.
him: [about him being hungover] i woke up today like

uuuuuuurgh i like couldnt move


him: [about the alcohol he's consumed] tennents, jaegermeister and this vodka :L

him: [in a sudden outburst] I MIGHT BE GOING POTHOLING :D:D :D:D :D:D

him: [explaining why he has to go] i must dash

its quids night at qmu

most drinks are a quid


SEE WHAT I MEAN?


i have got to calm down. he made the effort to talk to me on facebook. he is only a city away. he likes ME. i will stay on his radar. ill have to see him at some point when he's done with drinking and potholing and drinking even more drinks for a quid.


he still likes me.


i post a lovely picture of Luca in a bath as it's a new one, fresh off his twitter. i was very pleased.
and as a gift my beautiful non-paranoid people, here is monseir Gaspard Ulliel. Not only is he now the first ever male muse for chanel, he is a talented, beautiful actor.


here's hoping my paranoia doesn't kill me.
jetaimepourtoujours.
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